Friday, November 19, 2010

yesterdayyyy

Was terribleeeee!  I went to a parent-teacher conference with my mom, which i didnt mind, i like being involved in that kinda thing.. anyway, i returned to campus at 12:45 and had work at 1pm so since the handicap space was the only one available, i took it...

i know, i know, first mistake.. 

i went inside, grabbed my clothes to change into, and my purse.  i went back to my car, put my stuff on the passenger side seat and then saw that i had left the food my mom had given me, so i grabbed my room key and went back inside to put it away in the fridge... well, you can imagine the surprise on  my face when i went back to my car and saw that i was looking at my own car keys on the passenger side seat, alongside my purse and clothes through the window of my locked car.  

thankfully i was on the phone with a friend this entire time so she gladly took me to work and offered to pick me up as well... by this time it was basically 1pm so not only was i late to work, i had to call public safety and inform them of my misdeed.  they scolded me for parking there but said that they had equipment to break into cars and would assist me upon my return. 

4 hours later, cellphone and room key being the only things i had with me, i called public safety and told them that i was back.  they arrived within 2 minutes and the first thing they asked was if i had a placard... of  course i didnt. lol they asked if i had gotten a ticket and i said, ohh yeah the officer who gave it to me was wayy ahead of you lol.  after about 30 minutes, they were finally able to recover my keys and the officers had said that i should appeal it online and that they would take care of it and dismiss it for me. so overall, it was a good ending to a baddd mistake. i know that i've learned my lesson, but i cant help but think how this would go if i were a boy!! :P

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

angela lately

Haha I've read Chelsea Handler's books, they're pretty funny, but for some reason I can't get into her show..it's weird.
So right now, I'm chilling, like any college student, I am waiting for the much anticipated Thanksgiving break.  I need this!  But before that I have stuff to deal with, I'm on duty, have hw and papers to write, and have a semi formal to go to this weekend! That should be a lot of fun, I don't go out enough...

The last time I did was last weekend but that was only because it was Pt 1 of my friend's going away party.  We had a blast as you can seeee here:  








Lately, I've also been shopping too much... I just bought some Coach shoes

a D&G bracelet


a dress, two other bracelets, a leather jacket and some cute shirts. :)
In my defense, I'm still gonna get paid for working the election polls on Nov. 2, so this spending is justified :)
It doesn't help that I work at the mall, though!

Speaking of which, I now applied to work at VS! Hopefully I get the job, Hollister Co. is getting old after being there for almost 2 years!


aaaanyyyway, I have a test this week that I have to go study for...
like chris brown says... deuces! <3
Chris Brown-Deuces

Thursday, October 28, 2010

It's five minutes to midnight, you're coming home with me tonight

His name is ******.
...and he is SO Good Looking.
But that's not all I like about him...
He's actively involved in TWLOHA and that's really admirable.
And incredibly sexy.
But he knows it!
Why do guys play hard to get??
I've never had a problem getting guys, so maybe that's why I want him even more?

I first noticed him in my psychology class in the spring semester of 2010. He sat across the room and actually participated and raised his hand to answer questions, which was cool! It was then and there that I decided that I would pursue him...

It began with a simple add on facebook. We started writing on each others walls and a million notifications later he said, "haha let me make this easier for you, here's my number" and he gave it to me then and there. 

All summer long we texted and talked, but we had never officially met.  We talked like we had known each other for a really long time, and could text all day long.  He lives two hours away and the one time during the summer that I was in his hometown he had been away for work and returned later when I was already on my way home.  Oh well. So, in the fall, I returned to school and for personal reasons, he did not.  The texts became few and scarce and that was okay.  One day in September, he said he was coming down for the weekend and he officially wanted to meet me over dinner.  He arrived friday night, and a frat and sorority and my college was having a toga party that night.  I unofficially met him there (he was pretty under the influence as was I) so it was a very brief meeting.  I remember that I had been super excited that he was going to be there that night, but that when we actually met, it had lasted all of 5 seconds, so I got pretty bothered by it.  Here's how it went:
Me: "******? Hey, it's Angela"
******: "Oh hey *hug* nice to meet you, I'm looking for Adam"
*walks away*
I tried to enjoy the rest of my night at the toga party, but in the back of my mind, he was all I could think about.  Was I not pretty enough? Was it something I said or could have done differently? I dont know. He didnt have his phone on him until after the toga party (togas don't have pockets) but he texted me afterwards, which was around 1am saying "nice meeting you :P"  I was still bothered, but I readily responded back, saying that it didnt really count in a joking way. I went back to my dorm room, showered and got into bed and in between falling asleep and waking up to his texts, texted him until about 4am. 


I think the reason this night really bothered me is because I always get what I want, and this includes guys. I've never had to chase after a boy, or play games, and I feel out of my element with this guy...

Anyway, back to the weekend, we were going to have dinner on sunday.  I arrived back on campus from home on Sunday at about 2pm and I went with some of my residents (see previous blog posts, I'm an RA) to eat lunch on the university lawn.  I'm not a fan of texting people first (I am pursued, I dont like pursuing) so I hadnt texted ****** in the entire day. We were finally done and heading back to our dorms at around 5, and thats when I got a text from him asking if I was back at school yet. I had replied and said yeah and he asked why I didnt text him sooner.  Blah blah, a couple texts later, he says he's coming over at 7.  So he comes over and we're sitting on my bed, the door's open and my residents and people keep walking by and talking to me and him.  The entire time he seems distracted and bored and I felt a little inadequate....  He stayed until 8 and then said he was gonna go to McDonalds, and I was trying to be cute and said, "Ooh,can I come too?" and he said, "Noo, haha you have a bedtime, I'll see you later" and he gave me a hug and left.  He had given off a "we're-just-friends-vibe" and I was a little disappointed, but whatever.  He left a day later and he texted me a few times the week after but that was pretty much it.  I kinda got over it and dealt with moving on.  But recently I went to a basketball event in October and I had to do a double take because I wasnt sure if it was him.  Later that night, I saw him and the girls I was with and I walked past him so I know he saw me.  A day later he messaged me just saying, "what's up, I haven't talked to you in a while!" and I was just like ohh yeah, been busy with school and stuff, blah blah, and then I said, "I could have sworn that I saw you at Midnight Mania (basketball event) but then again I'm not sure!" and he continued to eff with my head by saying, "oh yeah, that was me! I thought I saw you, but I wasnt sure either, I was kinda moving the whole time, you should have stopped me!" and blah blah.  He's been texting me again, but now it's getting more complicated..or maybe its not...


so i orginally posted this a few weeks ago it is now 12/17/10. although he still texts me and makes it seem like he's interested, i can never tell! i want to just give up on him and stop wasting my time, but i cant help but feel that there is/was something there... and id end up regretting not knowing later, so i think thats why i have to at least try one more time with him...or maybe i should just start reading "he's just not that into you" again. haha...

The Beginning... August

Well, to be more specific, just the beginning of this school year.  I'm a sophomore and this year I'm an RA.  That stands for resident assistant, but basically, I get to live in the dorms and eat for free, as long as I "build community" in the halls and serve a sort of mentor role. 
The previous year, I commuted and so living on campus was going to be a fun change for me.  I come from a family of 7 so moving from that to a single dorm room by myself was also gonna be different. More freedom!! :)  
RA training began 2 weeks before school started so we got to move in early and let me tell you, I HATED it.  I didnt really know anybody well, which was sad, considering the fact that my school has about 4000 people!  And don't get me wrong, I'm a very social person! 
In highshool I was in the popular crowd, I had homecoming princess and queen, and not to come off as concieted or anything, but it felt weird being alone, so I felt out of my element.  I was just counting down the days until more of my friends from the previous semester were moving back in... 
Anyway, as the days went on, I began to get to know my fellow RA's more and they got to know me and now I feel like I can be my outgoing, fun loving self. 
...I've been told that the first impression I give off is a "goodie two shoes" which is wierd since I'm not! And when I feel out of my element I get kind of quiet, so people also start thinking that I'm shy, which I'm NOT.  People also tell me that I'm too happy and nice, and when they get to know me, they're surprised by my personality... Idk what to think of this, I'm just optimistic and trying to live my life to the fullest.
Anyway, at the beginning of the year, there are a lot of events to welcome the students back.  There was a nightclub themed dance and me and my friends went and next thing you know, we're up on the stage dancing the night away under the hot lights. That was a fun night and I felt like a star. That's one of the first times in the schoolthat I felt like myself, and could let loose and have fun. :)
The year was barely beginning...